TGIF!

A little humor on a Friday!

...there's nothing wrong being square...

A round watermelon can take up a lot of room in a refrigerator and the usually round fruit often sits awkwardly on refrigerator shelves.

Smart Japanese Farmers have forced their watermelons to grow into a square shape by inserting the melons into square, tempered glass cases while the fruit is still growing on the vine.

...never...

I will never turn my back on you...
I will never hide the truth from you...
I will never tell myself how I should (or shouldn't) feel towards you...
I will never shut the door...
I will never erase the memories...
I will never tell my heart that it's wrong...
I will never stop wanting to make you laugh...
I will never apologize for making you happy...

No matter how much you hate me... wish I never existed... or even delete every blog entry that refers to me... it won't change the truth... If this is how things must be for me to love you uninhibitedly... then so be it. I'd rather love you from a distance, than lie to keep you close. Loving you hurts less than pretending to just be friends.

Bimmerfest 2008

Annette's home!

Finally! And just in time for our show this weekend!!!

Back from Anilao...

Went diving in Anilao over the weekend. It was part of an online magazine tourism shoot ScubaMagazine It felt good to get back in the water after all this time. Went on my 2nd night dive (I need my own light, resort stuff just sucks) and saw a lot of sleeping fish... hehehehe... I don't think they liked the fact that we woke them up... hahahaha.

We went looking for sharks on Sunday, but didn't get to find any... shucks... oh well, maybe next time! Hopefully the pictures should be up on that website within the next few days when the guys from LA get back home.

Bimmerfest 2008

Life at 200kph...

Clark to Subic... 20 minutes... 'nuff said!!!

...quote...

"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some loves that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky enough to end up with somebody who has a little of that insanity. Someone who never lets go. Someone who cherishes you forever."

What I'd give...

...to tell her I miss her.
...to hug her so tight.
...to make her laugh.
...to see her smile.
...to make her blush.

...to let her know that I'll still love her.

Am I in love with someone who doesn't exist? Or in love with a side of her that she never truly wanted to be? She said she never wanted to be her happiest... maybe that's where I went wrong.

Why is this happening now???? After a whole year! Why can't I forget about her as easily as she forgot about me? Why do I feel this way again after all this time?!?!?

Bimmerfest 2008

BMW Car Club of the Philippines
BIMMERFEST 2008

May 4, 2008
Promenade, Greenhills
San Juan

I hope Annette will be done in time for this!!! :)

IT'S SOOOOOO HOT!!!!

It's so hot! Aaaaaahhhhhh!

..long weekend..

Back to work from the long weekend... not that 3 day weekends really affect me... hahaha... just decided to relax w/ my friends and bum around over the weekend. Trying to schedule some major work to be done on Annette sometime this summer while work isn't so heavy. I can't believe how hot it's getting this summer... :P

Photo Exhibit at Ayala Museum

For those interested in photography, there's gonna be an underwater photo & dive exhibit at the Ayala Museum this Saturday, April 5, 2008. I'm not sure of the time yet since my friends who are coordinating the event haven't given me details yet! Hahahaha! (Ok, details added)

Come see the photo entries to the Mad About Us Digital Underwater Photo Shoot Out. Winning photographers will be awarded. It'll be a fun filled night and a chance to meet fellow divers. Ceremonies start at 7pm on April 5 at the Ayala Museum in Greenbelt.

...on hate...

I hate that I miss her...
I hate that I can't stop thinking about her...
I hate that her life is now perfect without me in it...
I hate that everything reminds me of her...
I hate that it's almost been a year, and it still hurts...
I hate that I can't make her smile or laugh anymore...
I hate that she probably doesn't think of me anymore...
I hate that I miss her laugh...
I hate that I still love her more than she will ever know...

...sigh...

I hate feeling confused... so many things on my mind... I wish I could just Ctrl-Alt-Del and do a memory purge. Hahahahaha... sigh... dunno why I've been feeling very melancholy the past week...

..on life...

Are we all living the lives we were meant to lead? Or are we just going through the paces of a life we think we should be leading? Is life really supposed to feel like an emotional juggling/balancing act? Or are we just so afraid to let go of things and see where things naturally fall? What if things don't fall where we want them to fall? Is that even as bad as we think? Won't that leave our hands free to receive the blessings truly meant for us?

"What if fine isn't good enough?"
"What if I want extraordinary?"

Back from the abyss...

Went on a dive day-trip yesterday... I missed it. I haven't gone diving in a looooong time, so it was good that I started again with a basic dive (although the 2nd dive was pretty rough with strong under currents) And now that I finally got my C-card for nitrox (after getting lost in the mail for 3 years), I don't think I'll ever go back to using regular air again! It's just so much safer (and honestly, the only reason I wanted to take nitrox is that it smells better than air..hahahaha)

Signs...

Ever feel like the universe (God, life, etc) is trying to tell you something, but you're just not listening (or just refuse to listen)? How do you tell the difference between a sign (a warning sign) and a challenge? How can you tell if life is just giving you a challenge to overcome... or a big flashing "DANGER!" sign? When does perseverance turn into stubbornness?

Sigh... if only life came with an instruction manual... but then again... maybe it does, and we're all just refusing to read/listen to it...