...to hug her so tight.
...to make her laugh.
...to see her smile.
...to make her blush.
...to let her know that I'll still love her. 
Am I in love with someone who doesn't exist? Or in love with a side of her that she never truly wanted to be? She said she never wanted to be her happiest... maybe that's where I went wrong. 
Why is this happening now???? After a whole year! Why can't I forget about her as easily as she forgot about me? Why do I feel this way again after all this time?!?!? 
