Photo Exhibit at Ayala Museum

For those interested in photography, there's gonna be an underwater photo & dive exhibit at the Ayala Museum this Saturday, April 5, 2008. I'm not sure of the time yet since my friends who are coordinating the event haven't given me details yet! Hahahaha! (Ok, details added)

Come see the photo entries to the Mad About Us Digital Underwater Photo Shoot Out. Winning photographers will be awarded. It'll be a fun filled night and a chance to meet fellow divers. Ceremonies start at 7pm on April 5 at the Ayala Museum in Greenbelt.

...on hate...

I hate that I miss her...
I hate that I can't stop thinking about her...
I hate that her life is now perfect without me in it...
I hate that everything reminds me of her...
I hate that it's almost been a year, and it still hurts...
I hate that I can't make her smile or laugh anymore...
I hate that she probably doesn't think of me anymore...
I hate that I miss her laugh...
I hate that I still love her more than she will ever know...

...sigh...

I hate feeling confused... so many things on my mind... I wish I could just Ctrl-Alt-Del and do a memory purge. Hahahahaha... sigh... dunno why I've been feeling very melancholy the past week...

..on life...

Are we all living the lives we were meant to lead? Or are we just going through the paces of a life we think we should be leading? Is life really supposed to feel like an emotional juggling/balancing act? Or are we just so afraid to let go of things and see where things naturally fall? What if things don't fall where we want them to fall? Is that even as bad as we think? Won't that leave our hands free to receive the blessings truly meant for us?

"What if fine isn't good enough?"
"What if I want extraordinary?"

Back from the abyss...

Went on a dive day-trip yesterday... I missed it. I haven't gone diving in a looooong time, so it was good that I started again with a basic dive (although the 2nd dive was pretty rough with strong under currents) And now that I finally got my C-card for nitrox (after getting lost in the mail for 3 years), I don't think I'll ever go back to using regular air again! It's just so much safer (and honestly, the only reason I wanted to take nitrox is that it smells better than air..hahahaha)