Thursday, May 08, 2008

...never...

I will never turn my back on you...
I will never hide the truth from you...
I will never tell myself how I should (or shouldn't) feel towards you...
I will never shut the door...
I will never erase the memories...
I will never tell my heart that it's wrong...
I will never stop wanting to make you laugh...
I will never apologize for making you happy...

No matter how much you hate me... wish I never existed... or even delete every blog entry that refers to me... it won't change the truth... If this is how things must be for me to love you uninhibitedly... then so be it. I'd rather love you from a distance, than lie to keep you close. Loving you hurts less than pretending to just be friends.

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